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It was before I knew I was going to have a child. It was exactly 3 days prior to that. I was walking through the town, got called and entered through the door of a coffee shop to warm my hands. They've let me to use the bathroom. I was underground and had great acoustics! There, looking into the mirror i began to talking - seemed like to myself, but the longer I spoke, the more I've felt that I am in fact addressing something that is in me. It was indescribable, yet very perceptible. In the end of it I had a flash of a thought that I have just spoken to my baby, but it was such a pale and brisk realisation, I couldn't even hang on it. I felt aglow. I have recorder that monologue.
And now, retrospectively, I am convinced to have then been talking the words of love to my freshly sprouted embryo... It has called me, asked its first question and wanted to hear a story, to hear my voice. 2,5 days later I found out I was pregnant and that experience became my personal miracle :) Here I speak in my Heart Language, the same that I use when I speak to trees. I also used it sometimes when talking to Saule, especially when she was very little. |
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